Friday, March 27, 2009

Letter number 1

Dear______,
i have discovered in life there is no time for arseholes... there is no time to brush someone off. People need your help! and sometimes you may be the only person they have!

With that being said.... some people are self loathing and don't need help but to just make a change and get the shit over it!!... but we'll pick back up on that in another blog!

A friend of mine just recently came to me with a problem they we're facing... the way the dealt with it was amazing... it showed the strength in their character and im so freaking proud of that... but they still needed that someone... and the people they thought we're going to be there AND the people they needed there and should've been there weren't i haven't known this person for that long... but who am i to deny them of an ear... a shoulder... its not fair!!!

NOW DONT GET ME WRONG... dont go thinking im talking about how good i am for being there for people... this is just a realisation that ive come across recently. I know there have been times where i've just thought..'im too busy/tired/couldn't be bothered...' and yeah there will still be times like that... but what happens if i was the last resort... what if they have gone to everyone else... they've come to me for a reason and i should be there...

What do you think about this...? i worry myself sometimes... but isnt life one big worry for most people?? I dont know.. these are my thoughts... my family always first! than my band and friends.... i would like to say that i would drop everything for a friend in need... i still dont know if i could stick by that for everyone. i can tell you now i would go to the wall for my band family and select friends... but what about the non select? why do they come to us? is it because of trust? comfort? or last resort? why do they need us... this is what keeps me thinking. im not losing sleep... but what if they are?
everyone needs someone... and everyone needs to be a someone...

this letter i feel has run its course. i hope this finds you well... i dont need a reply... but just to know this means something to more than me... i have faith it does... cause i surround myself with friend who i know would be there...

this worlds an ugly place... but you're so beautiful to me

Love, forever and after...

Sean

1 comment:

  1. words that should of formed in my head when i still had them as freinds.

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